in despair

am i love
of your eyes
or heart?

do you know
what you're
falling for?

afraid is a word
for coward
or is it
for a lover
in shadowy fear?

if happiness
can be attained in a wish
i wish for you too

though i do not wish
to say this to you

love me not only
through your words
or i rather be in despair

language

a language
so beautiful
when love speaks

a language
only the true lover
listens, when misery speaks

not for the world

where are you?
in my world

in your solitude
only thinking of me

are you being fair
unlike the world?

what do i need more?
fairness or love?

what can i give?
to make it fair

not for the world
but for you and me

if you're just a friend

a friend you're,
indeed
like the beautiful moon,
i can only adore
nickname i give
to people i care more
you'll only know me,
too well
if you're a friend,
just in name

rewind

time cannot be rewind
once, it can only be played
looking back at time
is just a waste
look ahead of time
for what await

Set me free

Fly let me fly my, love
Set me free tonight
Let me see how far
I will go
Without you my, love
on the back of my wings

Strange

strange,
its me you yearn.
strange,
you don't doubt my love.
strange,
but is it true?
strange,
am I being loved?
strange,
I don't know who.
strange,
will I know its you?

To you, my friends

reality bites escape
the mind of a dreamer
the harsh world keeps
me afloat in their arms
hearts so beautiful
that construe the outlook
difference in many ways
perfect in one way or another

grateful and thankful
I am, to have them
good hopes and wishes I pray
happiness and sadness we'll share
fate brought us together
love will never break us apart
in my heart I carved their names
forever they will remain

like you love you

shloud you be afraid,madam
of a love I can't give,

will you love me
like you love you?

Love Yourself

To fall in love
with oneself.

Is a love
others can't give.

In the end
it doesn't really matter.
As a new beginning
will take over.

Bring out the women in you,
Be your mother.

Your Undutiful Son

Like a child thirst
for his mom's milk.

Like a flower lust
for the pure dew.

Years turned into decade.
I still wish that wasn't
your last smile to me.

Every night before my eyes sleep,
I say a prayer for you.

Wishing and hoping,
till you smile at me,
your undutiful son again.

No Reason What So Ever

In My Heart
I Think Of You
In My Mind
I Ask About You
No Reason What So Ever
Just Sitting With Time
Reminiscing When You Took Me
On The Back Of Your Wings

Would you know?

I wish I know
Its me you yearn.

I live in a fantasy world. Hold my hands,
tell me its for real.

Would you know?
If I didn't.

This 2 Changed My Life

Got this book from Bang Bey & Kak Ell today. Beats me why they got me such a book. If this book change me life, me am going to zap & give it to the 2 of yous.

Anyways, me life had already changed eversince we started hanging ourself togetherly. This 2 kids have been such dearies to me.

The world is a vampire.
They're the onions that dispel the vampire.
Thanks & loving yous always.

Nur Cahaya

You speak to me
and teach me words
In your words
you shine me light
With your light
you share me a world
A world so beauteous
where angels live
An angel is god send
to get acquainted is a blessing
Grant me your blessing
till time meet us again

Tom & Jerry

Rain Rain
Come Again
Let Me Drown
My Sorrow & Pains

One Wish

If I Have One Wish
I Wished I Don't Have Any Wish

Last Visit

Put on your best clothes
before seeing HIM.
For it might be
your last visit.

Fail to Succeed

A bird wouldn't fly
if it don't try.
A man wouldn't succeed
if he is afraid of failing.

keep me company

Rythms & beats
jump the dancer
on his feet.

Sunlight & dews
rise the flowers
above the ground.

Smiles & misery
keep me company
in search for light of reality.

Reach

Nothing is far from reach
So as long your heart
Is close to HIM.

Soar The Sky

Soar The Sky Of Opportunities
Like An Eagle
Hunger For Success.

No Where To Anywhere

Disappointment brings you no where.
Perseverance brings you to anywhere.

New Life

A baby's cry
marks a celebration
of a new life.

Death
is the beginning
of a new after life.