Thursday, June 29, 2006

blow me a kiss
sweep me off my feet
take me off
on the back of your wings
to my land of unspoken dreams
where simple life I live
smiles paints the sky
gay with you & me

Your Last

Time speaks the truth,
only too late to act.
Say your every breath,
like its your last.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

See His Smile

I wanna see his smile,
forget about mine.
To hear him say,
the blues will go away.

I wanna see his smile,
forget about mine.
To share me a candle
when darkness fill my day.

I wanna see his smile,
forget about mine.
To be my pillar
after I fall.

I wanna die tonight
to see his smile.

Dead By Senses

Deaf,
to hear comforting words?
Blind,
to see the colors of the rainbows?
Tasteless,
to get high on the sweetness of wine?
Cold,
to feel a warm touch?
Smell-less,
to breath the fragance of a rose?

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Needs & Wants

What a man needs is given.
What a man wants is earned.

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Eyes To Perfection

Perfection is
a pleasure to the eyes.

The heart is

the eyes to perfection.

Faith In Fate

What's written
is fate
What you believe
is faith
What has been written
can be amended
Have faith in him
acceptance before transformation

Friday, June 23, 2006

Why Not My Eyes See

The sun rises
without setting.

The moon glows
with no stars.

My heart empty
I can hear you calling me.

Why not my eyes see
your beautiful face?

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Satan is the evil
that whispers.

Man is the evil
that acts.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

A Man I'll Never Be



Dusted in time
you lost in sight.
Deep inside
your presence lives.
Melancholic blues
never echoed from your voice.
Your lively spirit
my pillar my roof.
Your smile I hold
my torch
of light.
A journey you left me
I'll pledge to carry on.
I pray my words
to bless your soul.
11 years has passed away
never you did in me.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

The Good Old Days

Under the moonlight
we two sit.
Only to feel your soul
in me.
I hear your sweet voice
singing me softly.
Only to feel the wind
carrasing me.

Far away in a man's land
your smile I miss the most.
Time has become
my great companion.
With patiencely love
I'll wait.

To bring us back
to the good old days.

Saturday, June 10, 2006

All Bout You

Dance with me,
In the slient
Of the night.

To the music
My heart sings
All bout you.

Friday, June 09, 2006

" How are you ? "

When someone ask me,
" How are you? "

Wish I could show
my heart,
with your smile in it.

You've Judged Me

You've judged me.

Ugly duckling,
whoever you're.
More than disappointed
you've made me.

You've judged me.

My Happiness In Your Eyes

To love you,
I can only say.

To have you,

before my eyes
is god send.

In your eyes,
I see my happiness.
To hold you,
I wish I'm a better man.
To dream of you,
I see you in my prayers.
In my heart,
I'll be here for you.

Share With You

In your eyes
I see much love.
In your heart
I feel you care.

In my eyes
I dream of you.
In my heart
I share it with you.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Princess


Sin chocolates for you
Weekend parfum for me
Looking good always
Simple yet stylin
The elephant brooch
Diverted my attention
Away from the cleavage
I could have drown in


The night I have been waiting
Only too short for me
Many more I wanted to say
All that happened while
You were away from me
I stepped out my world of sorrows
Walked into a world I dream of
Looking at your face so lovely


Every moment with you
Is a fun fair for me
In a bubble you kept me afloat
You funny like that
A thought of you
Will put a smile on me
Circumstances may be a reason
You will always be, my Princess

Sent A Letter

To sent a letter
is a good way
to go somewhere
without moving anything
but
your heart.
- Bing


The Beauty Of

The beauty of my words
are mere translation
of the vision in my heart.

The beauty of my love
is simply incomparable,
a language only the heart speaks.

The beauty of my heart
silently burning in time
before our souls ignite, wait I'll.

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Heaven is within reach
So as long as your feet
Stand firm on the ground

What is this, that?

What is this, that
my heart desires?

What is this, that
my soul feels to embrace?

What is this, that
my eyes glitter to see?

It couldn't have
tasted sweeter

than your lips.

Monday, May 22, 2006

Underneath The Stars

A question longing
For an answer
The sky so vast
Will I find my shining star?

Into the field
I ran, along with the butterflies
Like in my dream
There you are
Twinkling above me
Its you my shining star
I stretch my hands
Only to find you're far from reach
For you to shine on me
Is more than I can wish

A gentle breeze
Caress my soul
A warm feeling warp me
To wake up from a beautiful dream

Like a flower bloom
From the kiss of rain
My love for you
Wilt it never will

Every night before I sleep
I wish you'll fall on me
For every wish that comes
From the heart, will come true

Even if you'll never be mine
The night you shine on me
Lost in sublime
My soul has found its heart

Sunday, May 21, 2006

A Night Worth A Thousand Delights

My heart twirl
into beats of joy
My feet dancing
lifting my soul
My eyes adore
your honey smile
My hands embrace time
saving every moment

That night, the moon
become my prove for you
The feeling in me
when with you
How long it takes
with patience I'll wait
A night worth a thousand delights
fly me, my lil fairy

Existence

Love existed in me
long before I knew.

I smelled the ground
and
you I found.

Friday, May 19, 2006

Great Discovery

The Greatest Discovery
Is To Discover

What You Already Have

Sunday, May 14, 2006

A Reason For Me


You risked your life
with pain,
to give me a world.
Your light never dim
away from my confinement.
Your warmth
like a gentle breeze.
Your every breath
a reason for me.
The love like no other
is my only strength.
Be my every pain
tears of your joy.
A man got to do
what a man got to do.
I can only dream
to have a wife like you.
Nothing I do
is ever enough to return you.
To say I LOVE YOU
doesn't express much
of the love that in me.
In my words I vow
I live my life
for you, mother.

Friday, May 12, 2006

When The Heart Bleed

When the heart bleed
Love has reached deeper
For a true love
Sit deep in the heart
Behind your every wish
Lay a thousand wishes
before you
that you can't see.

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Bitter Sweet

Bitter
Is Only
Sweet
When Swallowed

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Source

Where light don't shine,
that is the source.

Monday, May 01, 2006

The Beauty Of

The beauty of my words
are simply translation
of what the eyes can't see.

The beauty of my love
is simply incomparable,
only the heart can feel.

If I say my love to you
will you reach out your hands
and be the fire to my soul?

Friday, April 28, 2006

in despair

am i love
of your eyes
or heart?

do you know
what you're
falling for?

afraid is a word
for coward
or is it
for a lover
in shadowy fear?

if happiness
can be attained in a wish
i wish for you too

though i do not wish
to say this to you

love me not only
through your words
or i rather be in despair

language

a language
so beautiful
when love speaks

a language
only the true lover
listens, when misery speaks

Thursday, April 27, 2006

not for the world

where are you?
in my world

in your solitude
only thinking of me

are you being fair
unlike the world?

what do i need more?
fairness or love?

what can i give?
to make it fair

not for the world
but for you and me

if you're just a friend

a friend you're,
indeed
like the beautiful moon,
i can only adore
nickname i give
to people i care more
you'll only know me,
too well
if you're a friend,
just in name

rewind

time cannot be rewind
once, it can only be played
looking back at time
is just a waste
look ahead of time
for what await

Set me free

Fly let me fly my, love
Set me free tonight
Let me see how far
I will go
Without you my, love
on the back of my wings

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Strange

strange,
its me you yearn.
strange,
you don't doubt my love.
strange,
but is it true?
strange,
am I being loved?
strange,
I don't know who.
strange,
will I know its you?

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

To you, my friends

reality bites escape
the mind of a dreamer
the harsh world keeps
me afloat in their arms
hearts so beautiful
that construe the outlook
difference in many ways
perfect in one way or another

grateful and thankful
I am, to have them
good hopes and wishes I pray
happiness and sadness we'll share
fate brought us together
love will never break us apart
in my heart I carved their names
forever they will remain

Sunday, April 23, 2006

like you love you

shloud you be afraid,madam
of a love I can't give,

will you love me
like you love you?

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Love Yourself

To fall in love
with oneself.

Is a love
others can't give.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

In the end
it doesn't really matter.
As a new beginning
will take over.

Monday, April 17, 2006

Bring out the women in you,
Be your mother.

Your Undutiful Son

Like a child thirst
for his mom's milk.

Like a flower lust
for the pure dew.

Years turned into decade.
I still wish that wasn't

your last smile to me.

Every night before my eyes sleep,
I say a prayer for you.

Wishing and hoping,
till you smile at me,
your undutiful son again
.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

No Reason What So Ever

In My Heart
I Think Of You
In My Mind
I Ask About You
No Reason What So Ever
Just Sitting With Time
Reminiscing When You Took Me
On The Back Of Your Wings

Would you know?

I wish I know
Its me
you yearn.

I live in a fantasy world
. Hold my hands,
tell me its for real.


Would you know?

If I didn't.

Monday, April 10, 2006

Sunday, April 09, 2006

This 2 Changed My Life

Got this book from Bang Bey & Kak Ell today. Beats me why they got me such a book. If this book change me life, me am going to zap & give it to the 2 of yous.

Anyways, me life had already changed eversince we started hanging ourself togetherly. This 2 kids have been such dearies to me.

The world is a vampire.
They're the onions that dispel the vampire.
Thanks & loving yous always.


Friday, April 07, 2006

Nur Cahaya

You speak to me
and teach me words
In your words
you shine me light
With your light
you share me a world
A world so beauteous
where angels live
An angel is god send
to get acquainted is a blessing
Grant me your blessing
till time meet us again

Tom & Jerry

Rain Rain
Come Again
Let Me Drown
My Sorrow & Pains

One Wish

If I Have One Wish
I Wished I Don't Have Any Wish

Last Visit

Put on your best clothes
before seeing HIM.
For it might be
your last visit.

Fail to Succeed

A bird wouldn't fly
if it don't try.
A man wouldn't succeed
if he is afraid of failing.

keep me company

Rythms & beats
jump the dancer
on his feet.

Sunlight & dews
rise the flowers
above the ground.

Smiles & misery
keep me company
in search for light of reality.

Reach

Nothing is far from reach
So as long your heart
Is close to HIM.

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Soar The Sky

Soar The Sky Of Opportunities
Like An Eagle
Hunger For Success.

Monday, April 03, 2006

No Where To Anywhere

Disappointment brings you no where.
Perseverance
brings you to anywhere.

Saturday, April 01, 2006

New Life

A baby's cry
marks a celebration
of a new life.

Death
is the beginning
of a new after life.

Friday, March 31, 2006

All Gone But You

Oh I've seen those many faces,
laughing along.
Holding the glasses up high,
promises they made me.
Oh where the faces I've seen,
when tears came down rolling?
The wine cell left dry,
empty glasses filled the air.
Oh what have I done,
with all that you have given me?
Too late to realize,
regret is only a feeling.
Oh please forgive me,
for being such a peacock.
What comes only from you,
all gone but you, still shine on me.

Capture

If I can photograph
my feelings for you.

No one will

believe me.

Right Or Wrong?

Right
Or
Wrong?

Doing Something
Wrong.
To Make It
Right.

Solitude

Five times a day
Only You
Can Make Me Feel,
Solitude.

Theres no end

Why do you seek
the pot of gold
at the end of the rainbow?
When theres no end.

Thursday, March 23, 2006

To Seek Refuge

I rise to the morning sun
to shower my soul
to give me the strength.

I adore the moon
to harmonize the mind
to attain tranquility.

I travel with time
to seek refuge
with hopes in my hands.

I dedicate my every breath
to the great love
the only reason to believe.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Time has taught me
Never to wait.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Be Flying

If Love Comes Easy
We'll All Be Flying.

Open up

Open up your heart
like a rose.
Who will know the beauty
if it remain close?

Pour me a cup

Pour me a cup
not a bottle

A cup is enough
to keep me warm
A bottle
will only get me drunk

A cup
will last me many nights
A bottle
will be wasted in a night

Pour me a cup
not a bottle

Cage Me

Cage Me In Your Arms
& Fly With Me

cause I'm feeling all good

I don't feel like sleeping
cause I'm feeling all good.

Can't tell what I'm feeling.
Will I wake up feeling just as good?

Even if I don't
I'll always remember this feeling

the day you send me an angel

who took my breath away.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Everyday Is A New Day

Memories Of An Alzheimer's
Everyday Is A New Day.

Monday, March 13, 2006

Let me

Let me die
in your arms tonight.

Bring me back to life

with a kiss

before the sun take you away.

Nights never felt so beautiful

ever since the day

you took my heart away.

SEEMS RIGHT


NOTHING
IN
THE
WORLD
SEEMS
RIGHT
WHEN
YOU
LOOK
IN
THE
WRONG
DIRECTION

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

empty

promise me an empty land
so I can run freely.
promise me not empty words
so I'll not keep on hoping.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Monday, February 27, 2006

hold your head up high

hold your head up high
not looking down on others
looking down will find you nothing
only what others have left
hold your head up high
look for what lie before you

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Will it be enough


I rise before the sun
to feel the shine on my face
like how your smile
will drives me through the day

I gaze at the shimmering stars
only too far from reach
closer in my heart
dreaming of you lying next to me

Full of hopes and wishes
only time will bring us back again
to the time only you made me feel
will it be enough for all this time I've miss you?

Friday, February 24, 2006

Lets get naked before February end

Will you walk with me?
Even if I don't tell you
where we're going.

Will you hold my hand?
If I say I'll fall
if you let go.

Will you feed me?
when I say I'm hungry.

You can take forever to answer me.
I'll take no for an answer.

Lets do what need to be done first.
Lets get naked before February end.

Thursday, February 23, 2006

i sat down in emptiness


I sat down in emptiness
Filled with questions
Answering with hopes
With my heart wide open
Ushering the light to shine
enlighten me through
In one hand I hold dreams
In the other I hold prayers
With this two I'll carry on
Till the day
I sat down in emptiness
Filled with happiness

No Wrong


Rules are meant
to be followed, not broken.

Is there such
when it comes to love?

Can I love you
when he say he does?

Can I say I do
will we remain the same?

When it comes to love
there only one rule.

I'll follow my heart
for there nothing wrong in loving you.

With You

In your eyes
I see my dreams.

So let me continue
with you close to me
.

Remember

Remember me not
when I'm gone.
Remember me always
who loves you forevermore.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Wash Me Away


Wash Me Away
From The Illusion
That You'll Be Mine One Day

Spin Me Again
Round And Round
Till I Reach The State Of Ecstasy

A Night Feels Like A Thousand
Dreaming Under The Moonlight
In The Comfort Of Your Arms

The Smell Of You Will Remain Fresh
In My Heart You Sit Still
Nothing Will Break My Love

Every Breath I'll Wait
For You To
Wash Me Away

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

18 Till I Die

With Time I Travel

A Journey Of Life
Hopes I Hold In My Hands
Guidance I Seek Till The End
Love That Keeps Me Going
Shining On The Dark Faces Of Reality
My Heart Will Keep On Smiling

With Time I've Learned

Life And Death Are Meant To Be
Bring Me 11 Years Back To Him
For He Is The One I Miss
Family And Friends
Like Rainbow And Butterflies
Fill My Days With Colors

With Time I Move

Things I'm Trying To Accept
Looking Back To Learn
To Make Me A Better Person
Embracing With What I Have
With A Smile I Say
18 Till I Die

Endlessly

Yesterday I dreamt of you
Today I search for you
Tomorrow I'll wait for you.


Yesterday my dream came true
Today let make love endlessly

Tomorrow might be a dream.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

To you truthfully

Love that I can't see.

In my heart I can feel.


Brighter than the sun I smile.



My heart dedicated to you truthfully.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Tell me Show me


Tell me something I don't know
Show me something I can't see

I'll tell you how much you mean

I'll show you what I've been searching


Monday, February 06, 2006

so close

thousands of mile away
your voice speaks to me

your smile i can only touch
so close in my heart

what is


what is there to a name
if you don't call?

what is there in the heart
if you don't love?

Sunday, February 05, 2006



DROWN ME IN YOUR SMILE

STRANGLE ME WITH YOUR LOVE
SMILE THAT KEEPS ME AFLOAT

LOVE THAT DEEPEN WITH MY EVERY BREATH

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Touched


With my eyes I see
With my heart I feel

Your beauty attracts me
Your kindness has touched my soul

Monday, January 30, 2006

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

I yearn

I yearn for a kiss
from you who I miss.
I want to breathe the air above
on the back of your wings.

Upon a star I wished
to revive the moments we lived.
Flap your wings, my lil fairy
for it is you who I miss.

be


hold my hand
be the world
i'm living in

Oh Tonight, You're So Beautiful


Oh Tonight,
You're So Beautiful.
Making The Fishes Dancing
Out Of The Sea.
The Wind Spinning In Ecstasy.
Be By My Side When
I Wake.
Stay Will You?

Oh Tonight,
You're So Beautiful.
Pour The Wine
Take Me Higher.
Closer To You.
Warn Me You Did
Listen I Didn't.
All I Want Is To Be With You.

Oh Tonight,
You're Beautiful.
Only Too Flushed
To Believe.
Mine You'll Be.
An Owl I Become
Staying Up All Night.
Just To Watch You.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Oblivious You

You ran
across the west to the east.
You wanna
rise with the sun.
You arrived
just as the sun set.
You carried on
with your chase.
You're oblivious
what you're chasing.
You ignored
the blooming moon.

here i am still

darkness seems bright
eversince you smiled at me.
loneliness walked away
eversince you held my hand.

though now

the light is diminishing
behind the clouds of reality.
emptiness fill my hand
as you are not beside me.

here i am still

with the light in my hand
shining your way in somber days.
when you need
with open arms i be.


junction 9


* courtesy of dha *

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Fly Over Me


A Shadow I Couldn't Resist
Brought Me Upon
A Land
I Could Only Fantasize


When You Spread Your Wings
Darkness Has Never Been So Pretty

To Weak To Hold On
I Wish Not To Wake
For This Is Just A Dream


My Lil Fairy
Why Are You Just A Dream?


The Sun Came Shining
As I Watched Your Shadow
Fly Over Me