Me an ant.

" Hey, elephant. You're on me. "
" Ohhh. I'm Sorry. I couldn't see you. You're tiny "
" Unlike me, BIG and STRONG. Nothing comes in my way. "
" Listen to what you're saying, BIG and STRONG. I see hunters walking around looking for BIG and STRONG like you. "
" Let them see me. And I'll make them forget how to use their guns. "
" A BIG and STRONG like you couldn't even crush me under your feet. "
BANG.
" BIG but definitely ain't STRONG. We drop him with just one shot. "

Today, I'm 18 again.

Today, I'm 18 again.
God, I thank you.
For giving me this chance.
To be 18 again.
To be able to smile.
When morning wakes.
Till night falls.

Today, I'm 18 again.
God, I thank you.
You shine on me
When darkness fill.
You listen to me.
When everyone esle is sleeping.

Today, I'm 18 again.
God, I thank you.
My relationship with my family.
Is improving.
Though missing on Daddy still.

Today, I'm 18 again,
God, I thank you.
Bless them who surround me.
With happiness, health and love.

Today, I'm 18 again.
God, I thank you.
What will I be without you?

Today, I'm 18 again.
God, I thank you.

Today, I'm 18 again.

Yeah.Finally.Got all copied and pasted.Not really all.But most of it.Going to rest for a while.Eyes are twitching.

WHAT
YOU SAID RIGHT.
BUT TURNED LEFT.
YOU SAID YES.
WHEN THE ANSWER IS NO.
YOU'RE GONE.
WHEN I'VE ARRIVED.
AM I BEING BLINDED?
TO SEE YOUR DIRECTIONS.
TOO DEAF?
TO HEAR.
OR SIMPLY DUMB?
TO SPEAK.

Lyric for now

Its a song actually.A song without music.So its just a lyric for now.Not sure will can it be a song.Just trying.Who knows,me can be like P.Daddy and date Lopez one day.But me rather be Usher and Me Boo.

Please Stay
I'm wanna prove.
The girls around me.
They're just walking pass.
Believe me.
Lie never will I.
Don't you walk away.
I would rather you stay.

Would you give me the chance?
To prove myself.
Let me be the one.
To shower you
With love and care.
Take you to Neverland.
Where nothing means everything.

Please stay.
I really wanna you too.
I've this magical feeling.
When I'm with you.
Not sure what.
But I do like it anyway.
So please stay, will you?

If you decide not to.
Stay a while longer.
So I can enjoy.
This magical feeling.
Touch my heart.
And you'll know what I mean.
Are you feeling the same?

Give me your hand.
Hold me close.
I'm singing to you.
To let you know.
How much I wanna you.
Will you have a dance with me?
Its the last thing I wanna remember of you.

Please stay.
I really wanna you too.
I'll have this magical feeling.
When I'm with you.
Don't know what.
But I like the feeling.
So please stay, will you?

Feeling feeling malay.

Adakah Kita Diantara Kau Dan Dia?
Seyum Tawa Mu.
Membuat Diriku Bertanya.
Adakah Ini Semuanya Benar?
Aku Berdampingan Dengan Mu.
Sedang Bulan Menyaksikkan.
Keindahan Antara Kita Berdua.

Tak Terlintas Diminda Ku.
Disebalik Keindahan Itu.
Ada Dia Sebelum Ku.
Kalau Aku Tahu,
Akan Ku Tahan Perasaan Yang Membuat Hatiku Bergetaran.
Ketika Kau Disisiku.

Adakah Kita Diantara
Kau Dan Dia?
Dapat Aku Meneka
Cintanya Yang Masih Bertahta Dihatimu
Adakah Ruang Untuk Ku Mengisi?
Andainya Kau Perlu.

Kini Hanya Kenangan Menemani Aku.
Menunggu Masa Yang Akan Menentukan.
Siapakah Pilihan Mu.
Walau Apa Jua Ia.
Aku Akan Tetap Bahagia.
Kerana Satu Ketika, Kau Membuat Aku Gembira.

Adakah Kita DiantaraKau Dan Dia?
Dapat Aku Meneka
Cintanya Yang Masih Bertahta Dihatimu
Adakah Ruang Untuk Ku Mengisi?
Andainya Kau Perlu.

Me liking this too.

Make Me
Fill My Glass With Your Laughter
Make Me High
Not Like A Drunkard
Make Me A Lover
Not A Fighter.

Its not easy to be me.

SUPERMAN
I've seen you fly
like a bird in the sky

I've seen you save
a thousand lives

Never did I see you holding a girl's hand
walking down the aisle

DID I FORGET
YOU ARE THE ANSWER TO MY PRAY
BUT DID I FORGET
TO PRAY FOR YOU TO STAY

Does thing always happen for a reason?Or simply happened for no reason?

True Reason
Things happen for a reason
Not that I want to

Reason so true
Reason so unbelievably true

Be a reason
Or a thousand

My love for you
Will remain true

Friendship to relationship.Would you break it?

glass wall
there a glass wall
that seperating us

to be together
one has to break it

one might get hurt
if it is broken

let just stay put
where we are is better than getting hurt

well at least
we can still dance

on each side of this glass wall
that seperating us

come on and dance with me
close your eyes
hold my hands
let the shoes tap
to the beats of the drops
wash away sorrows
like a newborn
dance like no one is looking
till the very last drop
come on and dance with me
while the rain is still pouring

A new picture

A bit sad.Happy for sure.A new picture,me get to see.
something new
i saw your pictures
it was something new
looking all pretty
with that smile
so happy i am for you

i pray for your happiness
wishing things will workout for you
cause i can't get enough
looking at it
making me feel i'm that something new

Changes

Do things change us or we change things?

I Call To You
As I Read
My Heart Tears
For Those Who Were Hit
By The Wave,TSUNAMI.

You're The Almighty
One Sweet Blow
Making Many Perished
Leaving Others Helplessly.

With These Two Small Hands
I Call To You
Blessed The Souls
Protect Those Living.

How Big The Wave
Compared To You Is Nothing
Here Am I Greatful
To Be Breathing Still?

Mirror

mirror
" mirror mirror on the wall "
" who is the fairest of all? "

silent answered me,
" and my reflection is all I see. "

Crazy

When crazy pay me a visit.This is what he will bring.

LIVED HAPPILY
ONCE,THERE WAS A MAN NAMED ME
ME MET A GIRL
CALL YOU
ME AND YOU
GOT MARRIED
AND MADE,LOVE
IN THE END,
ME,YOU WITH LOVE
LIVED HAPPILY.

Never I Knew

Things so unclear can be so visible.And things so clear can be too invincible.

Never I Knew
Climbed The Mountain
Crossed The Sea
Where Are You,Love
I've Been Searching
Touched My Heart
There You Are
All This While
But Never I Knew

Turning

Its amazing how people can turn you into something.Or you can turn them into.

you make
you make him mad,
you make him sane.

you make him cry,
you make him laugh.

you make me complete,
you make me fool.

BLINDED

BLINDED
HOLD MY HAND
WALK WITH ME
I'VE BEEN BLINDED
BY YOUR DIMPLING SMILE

Can't stop doing

Something that me think me can't ever stop doing.Though it can be tough at times.

S M I L E
A Man Is Blessed With The Greatest Gift
The Best Gift A Man Can Present
And If You're Reading This
Thank You
And
S M I L E.

When I Was

When I Was
When I Was 17
I Wished Was 18.

When I Was 20
I Wished I Was 21.

When I Was 40
I Stop Wishing.

Who Am I?

WHO AM I
I ASKED HIM
WHY AM I FACED WITH SO MANY CHALLENGES?
I ASKED MYSELF
WHO AM I
TO ASK HIM?

Be Grateful

BE GREATFUL
SLEEP BEFORE YOU WAKE
AND BE GREATFUL
BEFORE THE SUN GREETS YOU.

I LIKE TO SLEEP

I LIKE TO SLEEP
I LIKE TO SLEEP
WHEN I SLEEP
I LIKE TO DREAM

I LIKE TO DREAM OF YOU
HERE LYING NEXT TO ME
BEFORE I CLOSE MY EYES
YOU IS WHAT I SEE

WHEN I OPEN MY EYES
I'LL THANK GOD
FOR GIVING ME LIFE

TO HAVE ANOTHER CHANCE
TO SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL LIFE CAN BE
WITH YOU HERE
LYING NEXT TO ME

WHY NOW?KILL ME?
WHY NOW?
now when i'm just learning.
learning to express.
express my feeling.
feeling i've been longing.
longing to have.
have a friend.
friend that's so pretty.
pretty yet so so simple.
simple that made me like.l
ike about you.
you made me tell.
tell how i feel.
feel for the first time.
time when we met.
met in person.
person with talents.
talents so great.
great as that smile.
smile that can kill.
KILL ME?

everything to me

everything to me
me'll chop down the tree
make it into a boat.
you'll cut the fabric
sew it into a sail.
we'll live on the sea
just the two of us.
watch the sun
listening to the wind.
me'll search for pearls
and make you a necklace.
all you need to do
is to keep on smiling.
cause your smileis everything to me.

DREAM

DREAM
I HAD A DREAM
A DREAM OF YOU
HOW I WISH
THE DREAM WOULD COME TRUE

WONDER WHY THE DREAM
THE ANSWER IS
I'M MISSING YOU STILL

The Cure

The Cure
Pain Is Hate.
Hate Hurt.
Hurt The Heart.
When Heart Feels Hurt.
Love Is Awaiting.
Be Patience,My Love.
Your Love Will Cure The Heart.
And You'll Learn
The True Meaning Of Love
Thru Pain And Hurt In The Heart.

tattoo

tattoo
i had you
tattoo
your styles
your words
your smile.

i had you
tattoo
in my soul
in my dreams
in my heart.

you've lied to me

you've lied to me
you've lied to me.
you've said,
the sky will be blue always.
the fruits are sweet.
the rainbow will be there when i'm wake.
looked up the sky.
it is so dark.
let alone blue.
i've tasted the fruits.
learned another meaning of the word sweet.
look out the window.
where are the colors of the rainbow?
you've lied to me.
but i'll believe you still.
so as long as the sky is above me.
the tree is standing strong.
and the sun shine to let the rainbow thru.

two hands

two hands
he never says,
"the mountains will not erupt."
he never says,
"the storm will not hit the sea."
he never says,
"the earth will not shake.
"he alway says,
"lift up your two hands
whisper softly
soon you'll find
the beauty that lies beneath
your two hands."

Tell You

Tell You
I Never Felt Like This Before
I Don't Know What It Is
All I know Is
I've Been Feeling This
Ever Since My Eyes Said
Hello To You

I Just Wanna To Let You Know
How I Feel When I'm With You
And Whenever I'm Away From You

Please Tell Me
If You're Feeling The Same
Please Tell me

All I Can Do Is
To Keep Playing The Song
The Song That Remind Me
So Much About
The Time When We Were Together
The Feeling I've Since

I'll Wait
Till The Time Is Right
To Tell It To You

All I Want To Tell You
What I'm Feeling Is
YOU.

fly me

fly me
grab me
fly me up
free my soul
like a dancer
peace my mind
like a mad man
clear my sins
like a newborn
fly me.

hold me
fly me to
the never ever land
where the flowers bloom every season
where i can slide down the rainbow
where breakfast is served when the sun rises
where the stars light up the streets
fly me.

Never

Never
I never feel.
I never taste.
I never enjoy.
I never dream.
I never expect.
I never realise.
I never know.

Until
You.

Made me feel.
The taste .
Of how to enjoy.
The dream.
That I expected.
And soon I realised.
I knew.

It
You.

the thing

the thing
give him 1
he wants 2

give him 2
he wants 3

give him 3
he wants 4

give him
the thing

that only
the man

can keep
on asking

give him
the love.

Gun And Love

Is a gun as deadly as love or love do kills like a gun?

Give Him
Give Him A Gun.
He'll Kill.
Give Him Love.
He'll Cry.

Laughed

hole IN MY SOCK
THERE'S A hole IN MY SOCK
I'M STILL WEARING IT.
NO ONE CAN SEE
THANKS TO THE SHOE.
WHEN I GO TO YOUR HOUSE
AND TAKE MY SHOES OFF.
PLEASE DON'T LAUGH
AT THE hole IN MY SOCK.

KNOCK.KNOCK

KNOCK.KNOCK.
KNOCK.KNOCK.
"WHO'S THERE?"
"LOVE"
"LOVE WHO?"
"LOVE YOU'VE BEEN LONGING FOR."

my shooting star

my shooting star

the wind whisper

"wish upon a shooting star.
it will grant what your wishes are."

the heart beat

"you are my wishcome true.
the moment my eyes
set on you."

A while

For a while,me was a scarecrow.

the speaking scarecrow
on the paddy field
stands the scarecrow
which is meant
to chase what comes.

listen
than you'll hear
what it says.

"please don't go
i'm lonely
all i need is a company."

"am i scary?do tell me
and i'll learn
just to make you stay with me."

PAPER CUT

PAPER CUT
WHEN THE CANE TOUCHES THE SKIN
THE MOUTH BEGINS TO SPEAK
OUCH,MUMMY
I'M SORRY.

LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL
SOMETIMES IT IS SCARY
IF YOU EVER BE
DON'T YOU WORRY.

WHAT WE DO
WE CAN'T REALLY SEE
WHAT WE SAY
WE MAY NOT HEAR.

LIKE PAPPER CUT
IT SUDDEN BUT NOT DEEP
TRUE,ONLY YOU CAN FEEL IT
BUT EVENTUALLY YOU'LL FORGET ALL ABOUT IT.

WHENEVER YOU GET SCARED
PLEASE REMEMBER THIS
IT ACTUALLY NOTHING,BUT
LOVE IS WHAT YOU'RE GETTING.

DOWN WITH YOU

DOWN WITH YOU

wHY dO tHEY cOME
aND tHEY gO
eVEN bEFORE I
cAN lET tHEM kNOW
iS iT mE
wHEN cOME
tO tHIS kIND oF tHINGS
wHO iS aLWAYS sLOW
iS iT mE
wHO sCARE tHEM
aFTER tELLING
wHO i aM
i nEED sOMEBODY
tO sLIDE dOWN tHE rAINBOW
jUST wISH tHAT tHEY kNOW
pLEASE bE pATIENCE
sO pLEASE wAIT
tILL tHE rAIN go

Reason

A reason to why me decided to start blogging meself is to find another glass to fill the juice.Below is the first one.Wrote this after meeting for the first time.And of course theres a second,third and so.Naturally some people just became me muse.At times me rather them be me mouse so me can keep them in a cage.

MighT ParT I
Oh my goD
She prettY
Standing therE
Waiting for mE.
Now i feel funnY
WorryinG
That she might noT
Like mE.
We started walkinG
To where we plan to eaT
But ended up walking further stilL
Cause the place was crowded unfortunatelY .
She can't decidE
Where to eaT
She kept asking mE
To choose her fistS.
She finally decided where to eaT
Sat face to face on the cramp seaT
There i noticed 2 lovely thingS
The dimples on her rosy cheeckS.
We decided to walk agaiN
Just don't know where we were headinG
Than again i noticed somethinG
That this girl can surely sinG.
We ended up sittinG
After getting sore feeT
Don't know how i could kept on talkinG
Because looking at her just make me weaK.
The night was shorT
But sure so sweeT
Oh my goD
I might like this chic.